Full Circle

I started out this journey initially by researching Indigo Children, the “phenomenon” that has been reported by people like Neale Donald Walsh and Doreen Virtue among many others. Indigos are supposedly “the way-showers” of the new earth, and are the pioneers in bringing in this “new” energy that will help to unite our planet and bring peace and healing. Along this journey I discovered that I found that I identified with the definition of an adult Indigo and that my daughter fit the definitions of both Indigo and Crystal Children, which the Crystal child is even more developed in their heightened abilities to “know” things that most people don't have a clue about. I've always known that I was different from most others around me, I didn't fit in, I have an innate bullshit detector and know when I'm being lied to and I know when something just isn't right. I don't talk much about the so called “psychic abilities” because I believe that every person is capable of seeing, hearing and knowing the things I know, they just haven't developed that part of their brain yet.
At a certain point in my life when I was feeling overwhelmed with the pressures of the reality that I knew, I withdrew into my safe little cocoon and began to self medicate myself. Yes drugs and alcohol... I just wanted to be numb and not have to feel the things that I was feeling, I was completely misunderstood. Yeah, I realize most teens think they are misunderstood, but I truly was. I still am, but now I don't care what others think of me.
As I grew older, I found that I was evolving on a deeply spiritual path and that all of the stories from all of the worlds mythologies and religions were all trying to tell the same things. The same messages kept coming up over and over. There is a basic truth in all of it that as a collective whole, we are trying to remember, and these stories are a way of trying to make sense of that which doesn't make sense. Around the time that this became crystal clear to me, I also was drawn to the healing arts, and went to school to become a massage therapist. I had always been naturally drawn toward massage, and had been trying to heal people all my life. I soon discovered that I had found my “purpose” and immersed myself into truly “becoming” a healer.
Becoming a mother was not something I always dreamed about. No, seriously. I saw that this world was seriously flawed and I did not feel like I was qualified to bring a child into this world. Well, motherhood chose me. It is the most rewarding thing I have ever done. My daughter's birth was not easy, and through that and subsequent illness (which had been present all my life) I learned about the gluten free diet and began a new mission to educate people about the truth about our food. This part of the journey has been absolutely amazing to me that so little is understood about the physical and neurological effects of food intolerances on the human body and the extreme levels of toxicity in most of our foods..
Because of my newfound awareness of the link between food intolerances and so many different health issues, I cannot stay silent about the injustice that is happening with our food supply. From bioengineering of crops to highly processed convenience foods, to fast food and junk food, we have created a sick crises in our society. This awareness also led me to study more about autism, add, adhd and other “epidemics” that are springing up like crazy in increasingly alarming numbers. Autism I have found is linked to food intolerances and severe toxicity in the body, and then today, my journey came FULL CIRCLE and I learned that autism is also intricately linked with the Indigo Child phenomenon!!!!
I don't pretend to begin to understand what this is all about, but I do know that something is going on. Something that cannot be ignored much longer. I for one will not stand by and watch as our leaders fail to make the changes to protect the future of our world. This is important. We need to fix the priorities of our society and focus on healing our planet, getting rid of the toxic chemicals that are so pervasive, placing priorities on well care instead of sick care, placing our priorities on peace instead of war, placing priorities on loving nurturing and supporting the future inheritors of this world, our children, our children's children and so on and so on. As the Native American traditions say, we must take into consideration every action as to how it will affect the next 7 generations. It is not too much to ask one person to do something, because if every ONE person did just one thing everyday to positively impact our world, just think of the ramifications of that.