On the bridge...


I don't know about you, but right now I am feeling like I'm walking a fine line between two worlds. One where it seems like everything is falling apart, and another where anything is possible and all of my hopes and dreams are on the brink of finally coming to fruition! In the world where everything appears to be collapsing, and falling to pieces, I find my career of over 24 years, on hold. Where hands on therapy can put myself, my clients, and loved ones at risk of contracting a very scary virus. I would be lying if I said that didn't affect me. I find myself feeling sad about it, helpless, and at a loss as to where to go next. 

And then, here I am, standing on a bridge, looking down at the turbulent waters, and looking ahead to the endless possibilities in front of me. The new world is here, I feel it. I can also feel the old paradigm trying to suck me back down into fear and despair. I can't go back now. None of us can. We have come too far and have committed to seeing this through. Are you with me?



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